Alex needed to find his sister, Ronnie and needed to know what in the world is going with her relationship with Ryan Kesler. He couldn't believe the words that Ryan would accuse his own sister of cheating on him and wanted to go counsel his sister so that he can let her know that he is here for and not for Ryan. He had realize it was time to end his friendship with Ryan. He had driven to his sister's apartment and gotten out of his car as he locked the door. He walked towards the door and got out a spare key that she had given to him. He opened the door as he looked around.
"Ronnie, are you home?" Alex walking around the living room before seeing his sister playing on the guitar before writing more lyrics for the song she is trying to write for an upcoming concert she made together with Mia Crosby and Acadia Catalano.
Ronnie looked up from her lyric book for the concert and sees her brother walking towards her and sits down next to her. "Yeah, I am home, doing some lyric writing for a song for the summer concert I am holding over the summer with Acadia and Mia. I have no idea if I want to do it anymore. I keep thinking about the bad things that are happening right now. I want everything with what is going on with me to go away."
"Does it have anything to do with your relationship with Ryan right now?" Alex asked as Ronnie looked at him.
"What do you know about my relationship with Ryan?"
"Ryan told me about what he did to you after you left with Luc. He told me he broke up with you cause he accused you of cheating on him. Ronnie, I know you would never cheat. I know that. I am so freaking mad at him."
"Ryan is a jerk. He keeps wanting me to forgive him but I can't. You know I never would. Alex, I want to date someone else, not him anymore. I need someone who understands me the best and loves what I do. Someone who will not accuse me of cheating on him."
"I know, Ronnie. That's why I was so pissed at him for accusing you of something you would never do. You will find that guy who will treat you with respect and completely understand you. I know you will. Look at Mom and Dad....they have been married since they were in the 20s. I know Dad made a mistake with mom but she was able to forgive him."
"I know that, Alex. Have you ever met my mom in real life?"
"Once when she was talking to Dad. She said, she wasn't ready for motherhood and told Dad that my mom would be a better mom for you. Your mom wanted you to have a better life than she was living. She was a writer living on paycheck to paycheck and was also a struggling singer/songwriter who couldn’t find a label company to sign her.”
“Yeah, I know but one of these days I would really want to meet her and ask her questions. I just want to know why she gave on me so quickly.”
“Ronnie, you have a wonderful life. Why would you want to know about her life?”
“Cause she is the one who gave birth to me, Alex.”
“Good point but you have Mom, who has been there for you.”
“I know that, Alex. I really do love Mom and all but where do I get these amazing talents to sing and write lyrics.”
“I guess from your mom and dad. Who knows? Ronnie, is this what’s really bugging you? You wanting to know about your biological mom or does it have to do with your relationship with Ryan?”
“Both I guess. My relationship with Ryan was great in college until he accused me of cheating and then him trying to ask for my forgiveness. I don’t even know if going to practice tomorrow will be worth it.”
“It will cause you have mine, Luc and Taylor’s back behind you 100% if Ryan tries to bug you.”
"Thank you, Alex. I really appreciate everything you and our parents do for me. My mom gave me up so I can have a better life. I know that’s the reason why she did it.”
“You are welcome, Ronnie. She loves you but she wants you to live a better life than she could ever have.”
“But what if she wants to visit?”
“Then, it is up to you if you want to bring her in your life. Not mine or our parents but your choice.”
“Yeah, I know, Alex. Why is it always me with relationship issues?”
“It is not your fault with these relationship issues, Ronnie. You need to realize that Ryan is an idiot for saying that to you when you never cheated on him. Ronnie, you need to realize that nothing is your fault with these relationships. You need to do what’s right for: both with Ryan and your mom.”
“You are amazing person, Alex and I will do what’s right for me. Nancy is luck to have you in her life and I do too.”
“Thanks, little sis. I am going to get going. Call me or Luc if you need anything.”
“You are welcome, big brother. I will if I need anything. See you tomorrow.” Ronnie got up with Alex as they hugged one another before she let him out the door as he drove back to his condo, a few minutes away from Ronnie’s place.
Ronnie locked the door as she went back to into the living room and sat on the couch. She pondered about the conversation she just had with Alex and wonder what to do if her mom did come back into her life. She went back to her guitar and strum a few cords before writing the lyrics out again. Little did she know that she was about to find out if she wanted to or not.
